the moment i realized why i've been called gullible

which happened this weekend when i asked my boyfriend if he thought i was gullible and an obvious yes followed. but, i like to think of it as putting trust into things that feel like good energy. sometimes you can't really quantify why something feels safe, but it just does.

a few months ago, my neighbor, rebecca aka buck, gave me some joints that she didn't want, that another friend gave her, that she got from this neighbor - all within highland park. it's some smooooth weed; i know you can't buy a high that lovely. 










i invited puno to come with me becase she asked me about a weed hookup for her 10 year love feast. and - let me JUST fucking say - how much i love a down-ass person. those are the best people. 

the way we coordinated sounded like this:



when i read this, i realized im gullible. the whole night - tho the energy was good, coulda been a sliver towards death.

i'm too high to write out the rest of this so here's a video of our drive home

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